I'm taking The Test tommorrow

The past two weeks have been a giant jumble of studying for my surgery and ultrasound class, studying for the NAVLE, and finding ways to do either of those things.

I take the NAVLE tomorrow. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't freaked out about it just a little. I'm trying to stay strong and keep my game face on since most of my other friends are a wreck over it. But secretly I'm afraid I didn't study enough. Or didn't study the right thing. Or that I'm just an idiot and wouldn't pass anyway.

Maybe I shouldn't have gone to see Jason Mraz this week. No. That was super awesome. I met the band and got to watch the show from the soundboard. Yeah. I'm that cool. The production manager and I became friends and I even got a hug from the saxaphonist after the show. All the little teeny-bopper fans were super jealous. No, that concert was totally worth it.

Maybe I shouldn't have spent so much time reading for fun the past few weeks. I just hate studying.

Not the same way I hated it freshman and sophmore year. This time its a more fundamental hatred. I start studying and all I can think to myself is how much I don't care. Senoritis has set in completely.

Disease: Senoritis

Symptoms: Apathy, boredom, laziness, tracking days until graduation, loss of testing anxiety

Diagnostic tests: Ask the individual about how school is going. If the response is "Fuck vet school" this is considered a positive diagnostic indicator.

Treatment: None. Symptomatic therapy until graduation.